What if your healing comes thru tears? What if a thousand sleepless nights is what it takes to know your near?
What is contentment?
How do you be content in a bad situation?
If you know what changes need to be made to become content how do you accomplish those changes?
In philippians 4:11 Paul says that he has learned to be content in whatever state he is in. I having trouble understanding how he did it. How did he come to a place where he was content at being in prison or being ship wrecked? How did he become content being in the trials he faced. Rob and I knew that these trials we are facing right now would bring blessings at the end. They always do. The Lord however I believe is trying to teach me something a lot different this time and these are the questions he is asking me plus others. I'm asking Him So many questions and I feel he is humbling me. I have so many questions I feel I have no time to listen to his answer. I feel like I get 1 question answered and then 10 more pop up. God has laid on my heart many changes that need to be made and feel he is wanting me to take action and prepare my heart mind and soul for the changes he has in store for my family . The meeting we have at the camp is coming upon in just a few short weeks. God has called me to fast and pray. I'm not going to tell you what I am fasting and or how long because I don't want to be boastful. I am only writing this so that you know that My Faith is being challenged in a possitive way. If you want to pray for me know that God is humbling me and in doing so he is going to prepare me body, mind, and spirit for the changes ahead. I am going to use this time with the Lord to have Him help me change my devotion habits. My main purpose is that I need to focus on Him and there are things I need to listen too that He wants to teach me. I will be writing as I go through this journey to tell you what God reveals to me. Last time I fasted I did it along with my church. God revealed to me a lot about myself. This Time He wants me to so that I may Learn more about Him and His plan for me and my family. Robert has agreed with me and is prayerfully supporting me through this. I have also asked him to be open minded if God gives me His answers to my questions during my times of prayer. He agreed so pray that this is a time of growth for all of us. If you have questions feel free to message me on FB. Your prayers are gratefully appreciated.
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